A Dozen Yellow Roses

Monday marked our 40th wedding anniversary. A major milestone, indeed.

On Friday, Al brought home a dozen yellow roses to mark the occasion. On our first date 40 years ago, he brought me a dozen yellow tea roses, with the throw-away line that he was supporting his local florist. It was quite the surprising and touching gesture, especially on a blind date back in 1984. While that wasn’t the only reason I married him that December, it certainly helped.

The first year of our marriage was tumultuous. Al’s mother suffered the first of two debilitating strokes, Al became her front-line caregiver with my support, then he caught a serious case of mononucleosis and ended up in the hospital with a ruptured spleen and emergency surgery. He came home from the hospital the day before our first anniversary.

Meanwhile, back in January, a few weeks after we got back from our honeymoon on Cape Cod, I learned that I had some kind of autoimmune disease that was causing my fingers to swell and migrating arthritic pain. It was either rheumatoid arthritis, lupus, or scleroderma, which I’d never heard of.

We made it through that year and many other health crises in the decades, since. We raised two extraordinary daughters. We both worked hard at our careers, and we were both laid off and had to reinvent ourselves professionally, well into middle age. We shepherded our aging parents through their own infirmities and deaths. We continue to be active volunteers in our various communities. We cherish our travel adventures together.

No marriage is easy or perfect. We are very good at driving each other up the wall, across the ceiling, and down the other side. But Al has always been there for me, and I, for him. When we wed in 1984, I worried that the year was perhaps a bad omen. But here we still are, approaching what may actually be an Orwellian era, side by side. To say I’m grateful is a vast understatement.

Happy Anniversary, Al. I love you.

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