Writing is one of those pursuits that you need to do sitting down. Of course you can stand or walk around as you dictate text, and I’m sure that as AI gets better, dictation will get easier and more accurate. But having tried dictation software several years ago when my hands were very damaged from ulcers and subsequent surgery, I am not a fan. Speaking sentences taps a different part of my brain than writing with my fingers, either longhand or at a keyboard. I much prefer the fluidity of handwriting or typing.
Standing desks are a non-starter for me, because my feet don’t do well when I stand for long periods. Which means I spend a lot of time at my computer, sitting. This has become more difficult, of late. I have a decent desk chair, with a mesh seat and back that can be adjusted for height and angle. But more and more often, when I get up, my back hurts, especially at the base of my spine. I have to press it with my fist to propel forward and get the pain to ease.
Time for a new chair. But no guarantees that a chair in my price range can solve the problem (I am not about to lay out $500 – $1,000 for a top-of-the-line chair). So I did some research last week about cushions that can relieve coccyx bone pain. And I found one with good reviews, a Balance All-Gel cushion from Medline, which I’ve used previously for their extensive line of wound care products.
This cushion is not cheap. In fact, I could have bought a new chair in my price range for the same amount. But it is a special gel pad that breathes, actually designed for wheelchair users. It’s only two inches thick, compared to other coccyx bone cushions, which are typically much thicker, use some kind of memory foam, and have a cut-out at the back that can relieve the immediate coccyx pain but possibly also aggravate sciatica.
As I write on Monday, it’s the second day I’ve tried it, and the first full day using it as I sit at my computer. I was really not sure yesterday. It seemed hard and kind of weird, because it has a grid inside that feels a bit like sitting on a waffle. But today I’m feeling more confident that I made the right choice. When I stand up, I do not have that soreness in my tailbone. I’m also sitting up straighter, due in part to the cushion and in part to how I adjusted my chair to accommodate it. That’s certainly a plus. The jury is still out, and I’ve saved the boxes it came in, but I am encouraged.
Of course, the obvious solution to all this is to get up more often and move around, so I don’t get too stiff. I also decided to try yoga again, so I signed up for a class later this week.
Aches and pains are all a part of aging, as well as the premature aging that comes with scleroderma. My late father used to say that any problem can be solved if you have the right tools. Certainly a good mindset that continues to guide me through the messy complexity of chronicity. Here’s to you, Dad. Happy Father’s Day.
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