I’m posting a day late, again, because of Jewish holidays, again—this time, the Festival of Sukkot, which began on a Monday and Tuesday this year. Al always builds our sukkah on our back deck. It’s a three-sided booth with pine boughs for a roof, where we eat our meals and visit with friends during the holiday. You have to be able to see the stars through the roof at night. Among many concepts, Sukkot is about recognizing the transience of life, our connection to the natural world, and gratitude.
On both afternoons, in sunny fall weather, we took long walks in the woods, savoring the light illuminating brilliant foliage as maples and birches flamed red and orange and gold. As we walked trails, leaves floated down like so many graceful hang gliders, en route to the forest floor.
The air smelled moist and rich. I picked my way carefully over gnarled tree roots and rocks, along pine-needle-carpeted trails that wound around old stone walls. Ever a feature of New England forests, these tumbled grids mark long abandoned pastures, hard to imagine now in such a well-established woods. But they got me to thinking about walls, so intensely referenced these days.
Which led me to reread Robert Frost’s Mending Wall, a poem with timeless resonance. A few verses (you can read the full poem here):
Something there is that doesn’t love a wall,
That sends the frozen-ground-swell under it,
And spills the upper boulders in the sun;
And makes gaps even two can pass abreast. . . .I let my neighbor know beyond the hill;
And on a day we meet to walk the line
And set the wall between us once again.
We keep the wall between us as we go. . . .One on a side. It comes to little more:
There where it is we do not need the wall:
He is all pine and I am apple orchard.
My apple trees will never get across
And eat the cones under his pines, I tell him.
He only says, ‘Good fences make good neighbors.’ . . .Before I built a wall I’d ask to know
What I was walling in or walling out,
And to whom I was like to give offense.
Something there is that doesn’t love a wall,
That wants it down. I could say ‘Elves’ to him,
But it’s not elves exactly, and I’d rather
He said it for himself. . . . .
The stone walls we passed in the woods, what was left of them, were dark as the surrounding trees, speckled with golden leaves. No one has mended them for at least a century, maybe more. And no one has minded. What once was essential matters no more. Unseen, leaves drift to the forest floor.
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