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Moving On

Evelyn Herwitz · May 23, 2023 · 2 Comments

The last time I had a doctor’s appointment, I went without a mask. It was a few days after the Covid public health emergency was lifted in May, and masking in medical settings was no longer required. This felt strange, but liberating. I asked the medical assistant who took my vital signs how it felt to her. After three years of having to mask for work, she said, it was both odd and freeing. She found herself feeling for her mask to be sure it was in place and realizing it wasn’t there.

Don’t get me wrong. I think that masking has been an essential step toward reducing the spread of Covid and has helped to save lives. I’m sure it also kept me safer from other viruses. But I’m glad that we’ve moved on to be able to choose safely, for ourselves and others, when to mask and when it’s no longer necessary. So far, I’ve stayed healthy (knock on wood) despite not masking in a medical setting. I stopped masking in restaurants months ago, and in stores, and even on a long flight home from Germany in March, and still stayed well. Thank goodness.

I also got my second co-valent booster the first week it became available again for seniors. So that certainly helps give me an extra layer of invisible protection. And I remain meticulous about using hand sanitizer after touching public door handles, touch screens at check-out counters, elevator buttons, and using public restrooms. I did that before the pandemic, and I have never stopped. That’s just common sense.

Recently I noticed that Covid is no longer necessarily spelled with a capital C in news stories. I’m not sure if this coincided with the end of the public health emergency. It looks a bit odd, and I’m not quite yet ready to adopt that transition in my own writing. The virus has a long shadow. But perhaps this is just one more way that the pandemic has become endemic, like influenza, which is never capitalized and even has its own nickname, flu.

Covid is actually an abbreviation, already, of its full descriptor, corona virus disease. During the worst of the pandemic, I’d seen it shortened to ‘rona’ in casual texts and social media posts. Someday, perhaps, we’ll check off the annual rona shot on our fall medical to-do lists, along with flu shots.

Whatever you call it and however you spell it, all I can say is, to the best of our knowledge, thank goodness this very long, dark chapter has come to a close. As Dr. Sanjay Gupta wrote recently, while we still need to remain vigilant, now is the time to apply the hard lessons of the past three years, stay home when sick, be proactive about our health, and invest in staying well and living healthfully.

Stay safe out there.

Evelyn Herwitz blogs weekly about living fully with chronic disease, the inside of baseballs, turtles and frogs, J.S. Bach, the meaning of life and whatever else she happens to be thinking about at livingwithscleroderma.com. Please view Privacy Policy here.

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Filed Under: Body, Mind Tagged With: anxiety, body-mind balance, COVID-19, managing chronic disease, mindfulness, resilience

Turnover

Evelyn Herwitz · May 16, 2023 · 4 Comments

Last Friday I met my new infectious disease specialist, Dr. A. He’s very knowledgeable and experienced, chief of ID at one of our city’s major hospitals. I’m relieved to have found him as my partner for managing all-too-frequent infections in my digital ulcers, since my former ID specialist, Dr. W, retired about six months ago.

Dr. W and I had an understanding for decades that I would keep a supply of antibiotics on hand, and whenever I felt the tell-tale pain and saw the swelling and redness of an infection, I would start the meds and let him know how I was doing. Finding another experienced specialist who would agree to the same arrangement was not guaranteed, and when Dr. W retired, there was no hand-off to a colleague. So, with some help from my PCP and a number of phone calls, I was able to get a consult with Dr. A. We clicked right away, and I’m very grateful to have him as my new partner in managing this disease.

Transitioning to new physicians has become a theme of the past few years. There’s no guarantee of finding the right match. So far, I’ve been lucky.

First, my long-time rheumatologist here at home retired. He was the one who saw me back in 1985 when my symptoms emerged and was my anchor for many years. He arranged upon his retirement for me to be seen by the rheumatology department chief for our health care provider. Then came my long-time rheumatologist at Boston Medical, a gem, who also arranged for a transition to his successor before he retired. While my relationships with my new rheumatologists are still a work in progress, they are both top notch and personable, which is an essential combination. And the major advantage of the switch has been a fresh review of my medical history and some necessary diagnostics.

Next to retire was our primary care physician, who had been my doc for all the years I’ve lived here, and was Al’s, too, since we’ve been married. This time, there was no transition plan in place. In fact it was downright chaotic for a few months, until we were able to get an NP through our provider’s excellent geriatric care department. She is wonderful, and best of all, the whole practice is based on house calls. Such a pleasure to see her, together, at home, several times a year.

Recently I also had to find a new ENT plastic surgeon, because the calcium deposits that lodge on the bridge of my nose have grown back to the point of needing removal. Last time I had this procedure was five years ago, but I’ve waited until the pandemic passed to take care of it. My prior specialist moved on from Boston Medical at some point during the pandemic, and so I met my new specialist a few weeks ago. He is also head of the department, so I’m good hands with him and his team, especially since the procedure looks to be a bit more complicated this time around. He almost tried to talk me out of it, given how the skin on my nose is not that flexible, but we reached a meeting of the minds and a solution involving a skin graft. So that’s next month.

This kind of turnover is inevitable when you’ve had a chronic disease as long as I have, for more than four decades. Many of my docs were close to my age or just a few years older when we originally met. We’re all getting older. Many of my new specialists are younger than I am, though not all.

But the pandemic has definitely made transitioning from one physician to the next more difficult. Many physicians have burned out from the stress and strain on our medical system. Others seek better pay and a more manageable work-life balance than they can find here in the Northeast, where I’m told that medical salaries lag behind other regions in the country. In the Boston area, GI specialists, in particular, are apparently in short supply.

Right now, I think I’ve rebuilt my team so all bases are covered. It will take more time to build the trusting relationships I had with their predecessors. Here’s hoping they don’t move on for at least the next five years.

Evelyn Herwitz blogs weekly about living fully with chronic disease, the inside of baseballs, turtles and frogs, J.S. Bach, the meaning of life and whatever else she happens to be thinking about at livingwithscleroderma.com. Please view Privacy Policy here.

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Filed Under: Body, Hearing, Mind, Sight, Touch Tagged With: body-mind balance, finger ulcers, managing chronic disease, physician turnover, resilience

Greening

Evelyn Herwitz · May 9, 2023 · Leave a Comment

At long last, it finally feels like spring here in Central Massachusetts. Over the weekend, the sun came out, the temperature climbed to 70°F, and all the trees that had been waiting for the signal unfurled their leaves.

We are once again surrounded by green. And so, Al and I went for a hike on Sunday. He took me to a beautiful forested park with trails around a cascading stream. I hope these photos give you the aahhh sensation I felt while hiking. Enjoy!

Evelyn Herwitz blogs weekly about living fully with chronic disease, the inside of baseballs, turtles and frogs, J.S. Bach, the meaning of life and whatever else she happens to be thinking about at livingwithscleroderma.com. Please view Privacy Policy here.

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A Big Apple Birthday

Evelyn Herwitz · April 25, 2023 · 4 Comments

Last Tuesday was my 69th birthday, so what better way to celebrate than to spend it in New York City, one of my favorite places in the world. I hadn’t been to New York since before the pandemic, which was rather stunning to realize as I planned our overnight jaunt. So, we made the most of it.

On Monday afternoon, we left our car in New Haven and took the train (seniors get a 50 percent discount—a definite advantage of aging) to Grand Central, then walked to our hotel, called (how could I resist?) The Evelyn, just north of Madison Square Park in so-called NoMad. Not only was the hotel’s name appealing, but also the decor—Art Deco and themed to nearby Tin Pan Alley, the birthplace of popular American music at the turn of the 20th century. The row of buildings on West 28th Street where songs like Give My Regards to Broadway by George M. Cohan and Take Me Out to the Ball Game by Albert Von Tilzer were composed and published have been preserved, although, true to New York’s evolving neighborhoods, they now house a group of wholesale hat and scarf importers.

On Monday night, we had dinner in the East Village at Caravan of Dreams, which serves creative and delicious vegan organic dishes, quite a treat. After a restful sleep, we spent much of Tuesday at the Museum of Modern Art. There is currently a fantastic, curated retrospective of the museum’s collection, including works by German expressionists and some Bauhaus pieces that I wanted to see. But there is always so much to savor at MoMA, and it was great to be back.

We had lunch at the museum’s Terrace Cafe, and when I ordered a slice of chocolate cake with raspberry sauce (one of my favorite flavor combinations) to split with Al, he informed our waiter that it was my birthday. Soon the waiter returned with the cake and a candle and a song, and when he finished, the whole place applauded. I felt very celebrated and grateful. And the delicious cake was on the house.

All in all, a wonderful way to mark #69. Here are some photos of favorites. Enjoy.

“Storm Clouds Above Manhattan” by Louis Lozowick (1935)

 

“Modjesko, Soprano Singer” by Kees van Dongen (1908)

 

Decorative dividers, including Frank Lloyd Wright stained glass and woven hanging by Annie Albers

 

“Wind Tunnel Construction, Fort Peck Dam, Montana” by Margaret Bourke-White (1936)

 

“Broadway Boogie Woogie” by Piet Mondrian (1942-43)

 

“Dr. Mayer-Hermann” by Otto Dix (1926)

 

Bauhaus tableware

 

“Around the Fish” by Paul Klee (1926)

 

View in the Sculpture Garden

Evelyn Herwitz blogs weekly about living fully with chronic disease, the inside of baseballs, turtles and frogs, J.S. Bach, the meaning of life and whatever else she happens to be thinking about at livingwithscleroderma.com. Please view Privacy Policy here.

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Harbingers of Spring

Evelyn Herwitz · April 11, 2023 · 2 Comments

At last, the weather is warming here in Central Massachusetts, and we’re turning green again. I’m always struck by the subtleties of early spring, how the tiniest buds and flowers emerge before I notice. And then, all of sudden, so much color. It always gives me such a lift.

You don’t have to go far to find these verdant harbingers. Here are a few glimpses from around our home. Enjoy!

Evelyn Herwitz blogs weekly about living fully with chronic disease, the inside of baseballs, turtles and frogs, J.S. Bach, the meaning of life and whatever else she happens to be thinking about at livingwithscleroderma.com. Please view Privacy Policy here.

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