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Out of Focus

Evelyn Herwitz · October 7, 2025 · Leave a Comment

My eyes have been giving me a hard time, of late. Extremely dry from Sjögrens, they are not happy. No matter what kind of eye drops I use, they burn and itch. When I read, I see a shadow around the letters. My vision is often blurred, especially by day’s end. Bright sunlight is intolerable. My eyelids are swollen to the point of being unable to put in my scleral lenses as a possible source of relief.

So last week I wrote to my wonderful dry eye specialist and asked what to do. I guessed my eyes were inflamed or maybe infected. He shoehorned me into his Monday afternoon schedule, a good thing, because he was off to a conference for the rest of the week, and I don’t know how I would have lasted that long without a visit.

Dr. S is a professor at a local college with a program in optometry, and he is always up on the latest therapies for dry eyes. Just over a month ago, he switched me from Restasis, which is a standard eye drop for my condition, but which is irritating, to a newer drop called Cequa, which is less irritating and seems to last longer. He also found me the best price for my insurance coverage. (Among his many virtues, he loves a good fight with insurance companies.)

As is always the case at these visits, I was first assessed by an optometry student, then by Dr. S., who also loves to teach. Given the complexity of my case, with both scleroderma that makes it difficult to open my eyes wide and Sjögrens, I provide quite the teachable moment. Which is fine. I’m always glad to help new medical professionals learn about these diseases so that someone else may get better care in the future.

After a thorough exam with two types of dyes to determine how bad my corneal abrasions are, eye pressure check, and more, we came down to my first suspicion—for whatever reason, my eyes are inflamed, so any drops are irritating. Dr. S recommended a new, mild steroid eye drop to calm them down. Now it’s just a matter of finding out how much the drops cost.

As we were discussing that latter point, the student opined that it shouldn’t be too expensive. To which Dr. S noted that, while medications for glaucoma (which the student had been focused on in his previous clinical rounds) are affordable, insurance companies do not (yet) recognize dry eyes, even from Sjögrens, as a condition worth subsidizing. So what if it makes vision difficult?

And so, I await the insurance verdict and a decision on what I can afford. Honestly, it’s worth a lot to me. Here’s hoping the price is within reach.

Evelyn Herwitz blogs weekly about living fully with chronic disease, the inside of baseballs, turtles and frogs, J.S. Bach, the meaning of life and whatever else she happens to be thinking about at livingwithscleroderma.com. Please view Privacy Policy here.

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Filed Under: Mind, Sight, Touch Tagged With: dry eyes, managing chronic disease, resilience, Sjogren's syndrome

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