On Monday afternoon, I finally saw my cardiologist at Boston Medical. This was no small feat. I was supposed to see him back in December, six months after our June 2024 visit, per usual. But that appointment got cancelled, and I was told the next available appointment was not until early May. I reluctantly accepted, though it made no sense to have to go to the end of the line. Then, a few weeks ago, I got a call that the May appointment had been cancelled, and next available was the end of July. I took the date to get into his calendar, but I was not happy.
So, instead of just accepting the situation, I called my cardiologist’s assistant and asked if she could find out if he could slot me in. Apparently enough patients had also called that he added more clinic days to his schedule, and I saw him yesterday.
Given all the mishegas last month with my trip to the ED for spiking blood pressure—even as we had spoken by phone a few days later—I just needed to see him in person. He knows me really well, and he has a wonderful, calming demeanor. He also understands the role scleroderma can play in heart disease. My rheumatologist had ruled out kidney involvement for the high BP, at my insistence, even as it would have been a really remote possibility. But I needed to know: Could the spike be due to thickening of heart tissue?
While it is possible to run a diagnostic to investigate that question, he said the resulting data would not be definitive. But given that my BP has now stabilized on Losartin, he said that thickened heart tissue would not be the issue. If it were, then my BP would not have come down to a normal range.
While there is some stiffening of my heart, causing Type II Pulmonary Hypertension, it does not appear to be the causal factor for the BP spike. Most likely, he said, it was the OTC decongestant I took that day, which contained pseudoephidrine, which is a vasoconstrictor. Even if it never affected me before, he said I could have built up an intolerance.
Then there was the other big fear: With all the weird heart stuff, was I at risk of just keeling over from a heart attack? No, he said. You have no evidence of any electrical issues with your heart. From my echocardiograms, he added, your heart is actually quite strong. He’s told me this before, but I just needed to hear it again.
We joked a bit, and he told me if I ever need to see him, just call his assistant and she’ll fit me in. That, and his steady hand on my back as I said goodbye, was the best medicine of all.
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