As is always the case when I come back from abroad, it all too soon seems like a distant memory. I am trying to retain the clarity and calm I experienced in Japan. But it’s been a challenging week.
Last Thursday I had my regular pulmonary function tests (PFT) at Boston Medical, then saw both of my pulmonologists—one who manages my interstitial lung disease (ILD) and the other, my type 2 pulmonary hypertension. Usually these visits are routine, but this time, one of the PFT results concerned my ILD specialist.
Over the decades, PFTs have gotten harder. Results confirm a gradual decline in my lung capacity and function, but not to a worrisome degree. But this time, my lungs’ ability to transfer oxygen to my blood through the capillaries in my alveoli (oxygen diffusion) has dipped a bit more. So my specialist wants me to start using a steroid inhaler to arrest any further fibrosis. What made this more startling was that he suspects my Sjogrens Disease, rather than scleroderma, is the culprit. This is consistent with the fact that I’ve had significant issues with dry eyes from Sjogrens that have worsened over this past year.
I left with my head spinning. Steroids in any form, long term, are nothing to mess with. The idea that Sjogrens is now the stealth agent totally surprised me. When I got home, I wrote to my lead rheumatologist, and I hope to discuss all of this with him soon. I had a routine appointment with my local rheumatologist yesterday and reviewed everything. He said if the lung issues are due to Sjogrens instead of scleroderma, then it will be more manageable. Also, apparently, there are some new medications for Sjogrens that are due to be available within a year. So that was also encouraging.
Still, it is a lot to absorb. I’m grateful that my medical team is on top of my situation and helping me to get medication that will enable me to do as well as possible. But I am still processing what it all means.
The only constant in life is change.
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